Sometimes I’m forced to admit that I should get out of my inner world and have a look outside, just in case something had changed. But it’s so warm here… in fact my best work is always born there.
Don’t you have those small tiny precious things that save you from this savage life? They are, perhaps, imperceptible but in some occasions, immense secrets you keep only for you and lock them with a smile. No? No one? Don’t tell me, just dive in that thought.
We all have a part of pur mind craving for something completely out of our routine, circle, average life. Right? yes you know what I’m talking about. You smiling? There you are, I like you.
I definitely refuse the idea of “average”. “Average” means “what we show to most of the people”. Our mind is way much more precious, complicated… as to be average. That makes no sense. Ah… our senses and sensorial emotions rest there waiting for us to unfold our fears. Our neuronal processes are wonderful little paths able to give is unimaginable pleasures or destroy our souls into pieces, and then burn them down to ashes. It all depend on how we train them and the fierceness of our soul. The more savage, the more intense our needs.
When you repress them, is where the bittersweet takes hold of your throat. It’s infectious and very difficult to detect. So I have always been a fervent defender of self – knowledge, but to limits where no one else is allowed. You and your ghosts, face to face. Who’s the creator and who’s the mask? at this point, how much of an owner are you? Of your internal life? How often do you find yourself doing something you didn’t control, which is not proper of you?
You cannot just shut your demons. You need to negotiate, argue, agree, hug and joke with them. So you can have full control of all your sides, the light and the dark. And so clear up what you want and most important, what you need.
This will bring peace to your life and free yourself from your own chains. You need, of course, to fit in this automated world, but it has nothing to do with your personal life, what you find when you close the doors behind you. Find the proper people, few, precious. Get rid of the rubbish in your life. You have enough getting your mind in order. Where to start from? Ah… my man. That is all up to you. It’s a so complicated issue that I invest the 90% of my work on it. Introspection and Intimacy. What a beautiful and visceral part of the human soul.
I love special, lone, beautiful minds. Compulsive, over thinking, silent, obsessive, fierce, intense. Intensity… What is life without it? That throbbing love for all you do.
They say you need “a treasure to protect, a war worth fighting and someone to die for.” I couldn’t agree more. Life is more, more, more. More.
An empty existence without any passionate, palpitate, burning inner refuge? No, thank you.